There is a passage in Arturo Pérez-Reverte's The Pirates of the Levant that struck me as true. We are a military family and for over ten years it has been my pleasure (mingled with a mother's worry and sometimes grief at the violent deaths) of being in the company of remarkable men who have served or are still serving. I have met them at my local bar on occasion when they arrive in groups to attend jump school to sharpen their parachuting skills. And, with the slight cache of being a mother to one of them (even if he's not there), I am treated with affection and respect. They drink — lord how they drink — and gathered together in that small bar, they are both aware and oblivious of their alpha status, that other men not of their company stare at them with a mixture of resentment and awe. So, I was struck by the way Pérez-Reverte has captured so much of the uniqueness of a soldier's life in his novels; Captain Alatriste, with his cool green eyes, his slow to anger and quick to kill if challenged; his rules of honor that maintain a semblance of order and control in a world that is constantly engaged in war in the service of a conflicted royalty. Never paid what they are worth, these elite soldiers are yet keenly aware of their own self worth, their loyalty to each other, and their finely honed skills on which they survive.
The Captain Alatriste novels are a combination of storytelling and memoir; the first person narrator, Iñigo Balboa recounts his life when, after the death of his father, he became the ward of Captain Alatriste, and later his education as a young boy into soldier, trying to emulate the life of his fallen father and earn the respect of his mentor and benefactor. At the same time Iñigo recalls his life with Alatriste, he creates a second narrative in third person of the Captain's life, his adventures, the women who loved him and he they, and those of his fellow soldiers and enemies. It is a wonderful conceit for the reader gets a dual narrative — even though it's hard to know if we should entirely trust Iñigo's version of Alatriste's life, colored as it is by his love and admiration for the Captain, whom he considers the epitome of a consummate and honorable solider.
So, here is the passage that rang in my head — having heard such a sentiment expressed among all those young men I know in that life now. Reflecting on the fates of his own father and other elderly soldiers, broken by old wounds and poverty, Ingio still believed at 17 years of age and having already served in two wars, that this is the only life for him.
"I was old enough and intelligent enough to recognize the ghost of my father in that remnant of a man, and sooner or later, in that of Captain Alatriste, Copons, and myself. None of this changed my intentions. I still wanted to be a soldier, but the fact that, after Oran, I wondered if it would not be wiser to think of military life as a means rather than as an end, as a useful way of confronting — sustained by the rigor of a discipline, a rule — a hostile world I did not yet know well, but which I sensed would require everything that the exercise of arms or its results could teach me. And by Christ, I was right. When it came to facing the hard times that came later, both for poor, unfortunate Spain, and for me, as regards to loves, absences, losses, and griefs, I was glad to be able to draw on it all of that experience. And even now, on this side of the frontier of time and life, having been certain things and ceased to be many more, I am proud to sum up my existence, and those of the loyal and valiant men I knew, in the word "solider." Even though, in time, I came to command a company and made my fortune and was appointed lieutenant and later captain of the King's guard — not a bad career, by God, for a Basque orphan from Onate — I nevertheless always signed any papers with the words Ensign Balboa — my humble rank on the nineteenth of May in sixteen hundred and forty-three, when, on the plains of the Rocroi, along with Captain Alatriste and what remained of the last company of Spanish infantry, I held aloft our old and tattered flag. "
All the photos are from the Spanish film "Captain Alatriste" with, yes, Viggo Mortenson as the Captain, giving his performance in Spanish. You can see quite a few clips on Youtube — including the harrowing final battle at the plains of Rocroi.